Shhhh......I could have said this......

Have u ever thought , "shhh, I could have said like this"?, then ur welcome to read this post!

When situations occur and when we communicate with people,we talk many stuffs,they may ask questions and you tend to reply to them,sometimes its may be an argument and you try to find answers to respond back! There, you dont have time, its like either speak or just keep mum! What people usually do is keep arguing back, but there wont be valid points, it maybe like beating around the bush! What ever may come, you just keep on blabbering something to counter those things being bombarded at you and maybe after a while you realise that you were wrong  or you could have said something else which added enough punch to your reply!

Thus thats what I want to talk about! I love interacting with people and maintain almost the same level of proximity with everyone ( no commitments,no disappointments,just kidding )! People call me a freak,or a person who's out of her mind or maybe a crack! So its like people of my class,hostel, family or all around me talk a lot (i may be the first to initiate the conversation) and in the end,maybe, or perhaps it turns into an argument ( no,not that I always end up fighting wid evryone, this situaution has just 0.0001 % chance to happen) and I find shortage of words or probably get ready made sentences to answer back them! To escape the situation I may just tell something that is good or better, but may miss out the best part of the undisclosed answer!

This situation happens to me in 2 contexts- firstly,in an argument and secondly, in an interview! In an argument, it maybe like provoking me or irritating me or something like that and ofcourse if  Im on the correct side, I wont easily let go and will counter all that nonsense questions! For that moment I may have said something that could solve the problem or on the other hand made the situation much worse, later when I come home and have a bath, I visualise all that happened! In a way a re-cap and I can hear all those things which both the parties said to each other,crystal clear and picture perfect! Then comes the last question and Oh my God, I realise I shouldnt have said that, but  a reply in this way would have been better! Shit man, why cant I get the right replies for certain questions being asked to me?

Next is the interview part wherin firstly Im asked to tell me about myself which is not mentioned in the CV! Now what?  i start thinking hmm, which is not there on the CV right,hmmm..... Well Im Aleena Merin Saju....  and boom, rest I dont know what to say, but I do say ok, not beating around the bush, but as they say ,within 30 seconds of that introduction , I usually try to give it a shot, not just crap, but actual fact of who I am and what I would like to do! And even if I manage to impress them, and they like me and give me a hope that Im short listed, still when I come back and visualise those scenes, I feel I could have said something better to fine tune the impression they set on me.....

So my prospective employers, here is a short description about me-

I love being called as a freak, people say Im cool, well's nice to hear that sometimes! But Im very serious in life! Very much passionate about things I do! I believe that, to be succesful in life,people need to have genuine passion for something which they wish to do! Never do 2 jobs at one time, do one, complete it and jump to the next! And whatever you do...just dont do it for the sake of it..enjoy it....learn from it....mistakes happen..all part and parcel of our life....!!! I dont exaclty love to read much..but I know I cant afford to stop reading and that too in a world like this,if you arent updated ..then boom..u're gone!!!! So basically, i like to read non-fiction... something which is relevant in the world and not that imaginery....or a created stuff....!!!! but I enjoyed reading "Mutation"...i dont remember the author , but I know he has written the book called Coma too.....!!! And about films...a movie buff in short!!!!! I love movies which bring out the social issues..or maybe family oriented subjects!!!! I hate films just based on romance or fantasy..but I do make it a point to watch some of them once in a while...cos I always believe there's something to learn from everything.....blah blah

Over for now.... little work to do.... Till next time.. See ya