How I wish....

There i was,in a cocoon....
Wrapped in, for 2 decades....
Always craving,2 spread out....
My unused feeble wings....
Into an unfamilar world....
And when i made my debut
Never thinking about right and wrong....
I just did what my mind instructed....
Not realising,
That i was in a world....
Where sinners lurk,
Behind the wall....
Waiting 2 make a great pounce on u,
To snatch away,
Your innocence....
And make you one among them....
They tell,its common to commit sins,
Meanwhile they make a pit 2 trap....
While some others coil like vipers,
Around you,
Strangling and choking....till
You have no other way out....
You fall,unable to struggle,
Though you could have tried,but
Never you think about it....
You leave evrything to fate,
But never try your hand,
In diverting your destiny....
Not realising the moment was,
Just an interval,
In the reel of your life story!
And you think, if only.....
If only you tried to escape,
Things would have changed
Life would have a hue to it
Irrespective of certain blackouts,
Depicting the scars etched on you,
You would still look fine
Better, but not perfect....
Wiser, with lot of experiences....
I.... I could have ....
I could've been better and wiser,
Rather than brooding day and night
If only i gave a thought....
If only I listened to my heart,
Just once....rather than my mind
I could be a human and....
Not just a senseless block of flesh